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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY.....

1.11.2016

^^ Last week, but that's about how Adelaide looks today if you just add a snotty nose and watery eyes ^^

You get the gist, yeah? Today is my birthday! 31! In all honesty, I'm feeling pretty indifferent about the whole thing. Too busy trying to keep busy (so I don't dwell on just how lonely it's feeling around here without Bowser) to get excited. Plus, Adelaide is sick. My birthday is jinxed. 

I'm just going to go ahead a stop here, because as I sit here trying to think of what else I might want to write I'm only coming up with sad, pitiful and negative things. So, not even gonna go there.


**UPDATED**

I've just been reflecting on this post. I debated deleting it and just starting from scratch, but I'm not going to do that. What I am going to do is say that this is going to be the last time I am going to post in this grief-filled haze. (On one hand, I hope you guys don't understand how incredibly horrible I am feeling over the passing of Bowser, but on the other hand, I hope you do understand, because I don't want a bunch of people shaking their heads as they read this thinking "he was just a dog". Because that's just not even the truth.) Anyway, I am resolving here and now to pull myself out of this funk. Not to stop missing him, because that's just going to take time, but to stop wallowing. So I'm sorry, and I'm done. I wonder if 31 is officially too old to be a big ol' baby?

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